DINNER LAST NIGHT!!
To be exact, wedding dinner.
My first half of the day wasn't as pleasant as the next half.
Had 2 tuition in the morning.
Sucks for sci. Esp physics. Who said phy was easy? For me luh. I don't fcking noe how to apply the things i've learn right. And plus i'm a slow learner. As a tutor, she scolded me for not doing well. But well, i think she felt ps right? I noe. A barely passed phy. SINCE WHEN I WAS EVEN HAPPY WITH MY RESULTS?! Fck? And she told me tat in tis society, we can't live with a pass.
Come on!!! I noe alrights! I'm so freak out by my results. Nobody really noe how stressed i was when i was studying. Now that i'm done with exams, i really felt tat i work hard. Though results are like shit but at least i tried.
Think i was able to cover tat few months of work? Almost everyday i had cca till 7pm or even 8pm. I'm depressed ok!
Fck larhh!! Just becos i'm NA doesn't mean studies is easy and I DO BOTHER MUCH ABOUT MY EDUCATION! Becos all of a sudden, i felt tat my education was MY LIFE. After this SA1. Planning to get at least 1 A but ending up having NONE. Yes imagine how depress i can be?
Yes all pass but yeah, i aim for straight As. I want to achieve wat others think i can't. Hopefully. I want my brains to cooperate with me! Can?
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